Wednesday, November 26, 2003
here's a thought... never hate someone too much.. or you'll end up loving 'em......
aint it quite true? nyways... i couldnt sleep.... so decided to drop by my blogger... today was quite a nice day. it was fun and all that... nyways... hope my other friends had the same experience too.... nyways... played with my baby brother... i think he knows me..... lol.... he smiles whenever i play with him... wait dont all babies do that? lol... yeh.... hmm... oh well... tomorrow will be a promising day i hope.... people coming over..... ooooooo... hehe.... nyways... gonna go now...... chaoz~!
take kare~! slamat hari raya~!
"...the phoenix all torn and tattered... he feels that he has been stripped of his pride... but he will has returned... and he will gain it... all over again... and he will stop at nothing...."
aint it quite true? nyways... i couldnt sleep.... so decided to drop by my blogger... today was quite a nice day. it was fun and all that... nyways... hope my other friends had the same experience too.... nyways... played with my baby brother... i think he knows me..... lol.... he smiles whenever i play with him... wait dont all babies do that? lol... yeh.... hmm... oh well... tomorrow will be a promising day i hope.... people coming over..... ooooooo... hehe.... nyways... gonna go now...... chaoz~!
take kare~! slamat hari raya~!
"...the phoenix all torn and tattered... he feels that he has been stripped of his pride... but he will has returned... and he will gain it... all over again... and he will stop at nothing...."
Muhd fooled you on 11/26/2003 04:18:00 AM.
Monday, November 24, 2003
Jack H|deosH|
Wishes all muslims across the world a Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri...I'm taking this oppurtunity to ask for your forgiveness to those that i may have offended during my time with you... I've made a lot of sins... Through Joking or maybe scolding but i do hope to be forgiven.... Any food or drinks taken during my time at your place especially to arie... hope makanan tu smua di Halalkan... to wandie... thanks for all those time that we have shared... be it happy or sad... i couldnt have shared it with anyone better.... to ghalid... thx for all your advises and your compant... to msu and farhan.... no man in this world could ask for a better bro than you too.... both of you are unique in your own ways... but you both are always there to help me out in times of need... to my j broz... a slamat hari raya.... maafkan kesilapan ku....
To my cousins... Hadi and Abdillah... Slamat Hari raya... maaf zahir dan batin.... harap halalkan makan minum yang telah haziq tumpang di rumahmu.... silap bahasa pun juga harap di maafkan...
To fasihah... hehehe i've said it to you already....
to all my friends.... i still havent not forgotten about you....Hasmah, Joanna, amir, izzad, Juliana, izmal, hafiz, nazir, aini, suhana, ain, Fazlinda, Linah, saleem, faliq, khairul, faizal, aleem, scola, rashidah, hazirah, maznah,Shazana,Radiah, Liana,Fatimah, Elly, Nadia, Sabariah, Sulaimi, and faezah.... lets still keep in touch.... slamat hari raya to all...
Finally.... Ku menyusun sepuluh jejariku ingin dan ingin mohon ampun jika tersilap bahasa... atau tersalah chat, sms ataupun pun gurau...harap tidak menyimpan dendam atau apa apa pun... this goes to all of you~! hahaha.... so have a wicked hari raya and peace to all...
"...and the phoenix asked for his sins to be forgiven... cause to live is to forgive and forget......"
Wishes all muslims across the world a Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri...I'm taking this oppurtunity to ask for your forgiveness to those that i may have offended during my time with you... I've made a lot of sins... Through Joking or maybe scolding but i do hope to be forgiven.... Any food or drinks taken during my time at your place especially to arie... hope makanan tu smua di Halalkan... to wandie... thanks for all those time that we have shared... be it happy or sad... i couldnt have shared it with anyone better.... to ghalid... thx for all your advises and your compant... to msu and farhan.... no man in this world could ask for a better bro than you too.... both of you are unique in your own ways... but you both are always there to help me out in times of need... to my j broz... a slamat hari raya.... maafkan kesilapan ku....
To my cousins... Hadi and Abdillah... Slamat Hari raya... maaf zahir dan batin.... harap halalkan makan minum yang telah haziq tumpang di rumahmu.... silap bahasa pun juga harap di maafkan...
To fasihah... hehehe i've said it to you already....
to all my friends.... i still havent not forgotten about you....Hasmah, Joanna, amir, izzad, Juliana, izmal, hafiz, nazir, aini, suhana, ain, Fazlinda, Linah, saleem, faliq, khairul, faizal, aleem, scola, rashidah, hazirah, maznah,Shazana,Radiah, Liana,Fatimah, Elly, Nadia, Sabariah, Sulaimi, and faezah.... lets still keep in touch.... slamat hari raya to all...
Finally.... Ku menyusun sepuluh jejariku ingin dan ingin mohon ampun jika tersilap bahasa... atau tersalah chat, sms ataupun pun gurau...harap tidak menyimpan dendam atau apa apa pun... this goes to all of you~! hahaha.... so have a wicked hari raya and peace to all...
"...and the phoenix asked for his sins to be forgiven... cause to live is to forgive and forget......"
Muhd fooled you on 11/24/2003 08:41:00 PM.
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Today was quite wicked.... i had nothing to do... guess i've tasted boredom again.... i really had nothing to do... i tried playing games.... but my comp didnt have any more space... tried playing it on my Ps but majority of the games i had were spoilt... man i almost wanted to fall asleep the whole day but i resisted it.... but then... i fell asleep after buka... while i was watching... Mr deeds.... again.... see how bored i was~! and anyways... the whole day.... i was waiting to chat with this someone... and she came in at that time.... while i was asleep.... man i feel like an idiot... I've hit my head with my fist countless times now.... i feel so angry with myself... the whole day.... i waited for her to be inside msn.... and when she was.... i was snoozing~! aaaaarrrrrrggggghhhhh....seriously... it sucked.... nyways... i hope she comes back in... i really really miss her.... alot.... haiz.... guess i'll wait for her.... for all my eternity....
"...the only time when the phoenix had to nap... was when the phoenix missed another angel...he was so frustrated with himself that he burnt himself wth his own anger...nevertheless... he'll wait again... for all of his eternity..."
"...the only time when the phoenix had to nap... was when the phoenix missed another angel...he was so frustrated with himself that he burnt himself wth his own anger...nevertheless... he'll wait again... for all of his eternity..."
Muhd fooled you on 11/23/2003 08:13:00 PM.
Saturday, November 22, 2003
It was a perfect chance wasted....
Things today could be described in one word.... Awesome~!.... hahahaha... yep... i went out with two other phoenixes... arie and wandie... and mus and farhan... ghalid couldnt make it.... he had no money.... everyone had money just enough for themselves... we went to eat at puncak... then we went about town.... it was Crazeeeeeeee... hahahaha.... so we walked about... went to borders... went to taka.... haiz.... there were countless eurasian girls.... and most of em had very sweet sweet faces.... hai.... took my breath away.... hahahahaha..... then we went to youth park.... then i saw an angel.... she was soooooooo B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L~! she was dancing with her friends... guess they were from modern dance.... but from the looks of it... she seemed older... yup yup.... hahaha... nyways... that was one of the highlights of the nite.... the other one was.... Me and da j's played with.... guess what.... HELIUM... hahahaha... we all had a good laugh.... our voices became tiny and high.... but now my throart sorta hurts.... guess its the side effect... hahahahahaha.... you should try it... its actually fun... hahahaha.... nyways.... tonight was great.... 3 more days to raya.... hahahaha.... life seems to be ok.... i guess its because someone had said something sweet to me when i chattted with her thats why my day turns out fine... hehehe... hmm yup... so thats all there is for today.... bye bye~!
"...the phoenix was met up with two other of his kind... both were different in their ways.... but he knew that this were friends in his life.... no... they were his brothers.... they will be the ones that will share his sorrow and pain and joy and laughter...he knew that in this world... you can never conquer anything alone..."
The pain in my heart i can feel no more
When i saw her on the dancing floor
Both eyes were mesmerized
then i think we saw each other, eye to eye
but it was too dark i couldnt see clearly
but from the looks of it she was older then me
hehehe....
Things today could be described in one word.... Awesome~!.... hahahaha... yep... i went out with two other phoenixes... arie and wandie... and mus and farhan... ghalid couldnt make it.... he had no money.... everyone had money just enough for themselves... we went to eat at puncak... then we went about town.... it was Crazeeeeeeee... hahahaha.... so we walked about... went to borders... went to taka.... haiz.... there were countless eurasian girls.... and most of em had very sweet sweet faces.... hai.... took my breath away.... hahahahaha..... then we went to youth park.... then i saw an angel.... she was soooooooo B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L~! she was dancing with her friends... guess they were from modern dance.... but from the looks of it... she seemed older... yup yup.... hahaha... nyways... that was one of the highlights of the nite.... the other one was.... Me and da j's played with.... guess what.... HELIUM... hahahaha... we all had a good laugh.... our voices became tiny and high.... but now my throart sorta hurts.... guess its the side effect... hahahahahaha.... you should try it... its actually fun... hahahaha.... nyways.... tonight was great.... 3 more days to raya.... hahahaha.... life seems to be ok.... i guess its because someone had said something sweet to me when i chattted with her thats why my day turns out fine... hehehe... hmm yup... so thats all there is for today.... bye bye~!
"...the phoenix was met up with two other of his kind... both were different in their ways.... but he knew that this were friends in his life.... no... they were his brothers.... they will be the ones that will share his sorrow and pain and joy and laughter...he knew that in this world... you can never conquer anything alone..."
The pain in my heart i can feel no more
When i saw her on the dancing floor
Both eyes were mesmerized
then i think we saw each other, eye to eye
but it was too dark i couldnt see clearly
but from the looks of it she was older then me
hehehe....
Muhd fooled you on 11/22/2003 11:47:00 PM.
"...and the phoenix took some time alone...away from the others...he had many secrets to confide in...his heart growing with this pain...the only way to overcome such anguish is for him to get her again...and since he had all of time...he'll wait for her for his eternity..."
Muhd fooled you on 11/22/2003 01:07:00 PM.
Friday, November 21, 2003
Lying here on the broken ground
I'm a shadow of my fomer self
What i've been looking for has not been found
All i'm left is my former self
Broken and withered, i have lost the battle
Pain and anguish is what i feel
If i had knew what i had to settle
this is emotions will not be for me to deal
anyways... my o's are over... heheheh kinda enjoying... just like shazila said... hehehe.... so i plan to do some catching up with my friends.... gonna go out often... and just basically do what i do best.... have loads of fun.... but all this is to keep my mind distracted from something.... distracted from.......... nyways... thats not important... whats important is that you keep on tagging k? so take care guys.... chaoz....
"...the phoenix soared across the sky... not knowing that there existed creatures like him.... he has still yet to find the other phoenixes... demons... dragons.... gryphins...goddess...unicorn...elfin...vampire...gargoyle... and the angel... his quest to overcome to emotion is his soul is a battle that is about to begin... and the creatures... they might be the friend or... the foe...his journey laid forth him...his mind set on conquering what he needs to be accomplised... his eyes continue to burn the infernal heat...but it hid a sorrow that is too much to bear...his heart is still that broken glass...which he hides from the many...."
I'm a shadow of my fomer self
What i've been looking for has not been found
All i'm left is my former self
Broken and withered, i have lost the battle
Pain and anguish is what i feel
If i had knew what i had to settle
this is emotions will not be for me to deal
anyways... my o's are over... heheheh kinda enjoying... just like shazila said... hehehe.... so i plan to do some catching up with my friends.... gonna go out often... and just basically do what i do best.... have loads of fun.... but all this is to keep my mind distracted from something.... distracted from.......... nyways... thats not important... whats important is that you keep on tagging k? so take care guys.... chaoz....
"...the phoenix soared across the sky... not knowing that there existed creatures like him.... he has still yet to find the other phoenixes... demons... dragons.... gryphins...goddess...unicorn...elfin...vampire...gargoyle... and the angel... his quest to overcome to emotion is his soul is a battle that is about to begin... and the creatures... they might be the friend or... the foe...his journey laid forth him...his mind set on conquering what he needs to be accomplised... his eyes continue to burn the infernal heat...but it hid a sorrow that is too much to bear...his heart is still that broken glass...which he hides from the many...."
Muhd fooled you on 11/21/2003 09:49:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
-desire-
a heart's emotions could not be explained
what i'm feeling now is no longer the same
i've lost you once but i want you again
please release me from this pain
foolish i was but thats in the past
return to me now,lets make it last
now my hearts is burning on love's fire
please tell me you can feel my heart's greatest desire....
-regret-
I treated you wrong, it was my bad
the love for me you once had had
now that its gone i feel a pain
a pain inside thats making me faint
i know what it is now i know its regret
i know i shouldnt treat you the way i had
its too late now or so i guess
now i'm sure when i'll get out of this mess
i've learnt from it i'll prove to you somehow
please return to me... i need you now....
"...the phoenix opened his mouth and beautiful words in a form of a poem could be heard... it helped people explain what they are feeling... and it helped him too..."
a heart's emotions could not be explained
what i'm feeling now is no longer the same
i've lost you once but i want you again
please release me from this pain
foolish i was but thats in the past
return to me now,lets make it last
now my hearts is burning on love's fire
please tell me you can feel my heart's greatest desire....
-regret-
I treated you wrong, it was my bad
the love for me you once had had
now that its gone i feel a pain
a pain inside thats making me faint
i know what it is now i know its regret
i know i shouldnt treat you the way i had
its too late now or so i guess
now i'm sure when i'll get out of this mess
i've learnt from it i'll prove to you somehow
please return to me... i need you now....
"...the phoenix opened his mouth and beautiful words in a form of a poem could be heard... it helped people explain what they are feeling... and it helped him too..."
Muhd fooled you on 11/19/2003 11:21:00 PM.
and hey if you wanna use the spells aka poems i write... feel free to use em... its the least you can take from my web... and hope you enjoy your time here... thx for dropping by...
"...the phoenix looked up and saw faces...many of them.... of different kinds.... and he knew that things arent as always as they seemed..."
"...the phoenix looked up and saw faces...many of them.... of different kinds.... and he knew that things arent as always as they seemed..."
Muhd fooled you on 11/19/2003 10:51:00 PM.
The truth was there and is always will be
its only a matter of time when we all will see
you've hurt many people not only me
i was in pain, now i'm free
dont poem sounds like spells? last time if you all know i used to make my own spells and make it as my msn nick... the spells usually depends on my mood... well i'll give it another try... here it goes
Hearts and love all intertwine
between love and hate is a very thin line
broken from lust
broken from passion
set this heart free from agression
heal its wounds of all the pain
so that it will never feel another hurt again....
Hehe... hope it sounds nice... take kare guys...
"...the phoenix never felt more powerful than before... he had nothing to fear now.... he has learnt his mistakes and will be learning more... he awaits his the new challenges that lay before him... he'll face that will the burning passion..."
its only a matter of time when we all will see
you've hurt many people not only me
i was in pain, now i'm free
dont poem sounds like spells? last time if you all know i used to make my own spells and make it as my msn nick... the spells usually depends on my mood... well i'll give it another try... here it goes
Hearts and love all intertwine
between love and hate is a very thin line
broken from lust
broken from passion
set this heart free from agression
heal its wounds of all the pain
so that it will never feel another hurt again....
Hehe... hope it sounds nice... take kare guys...
"...the phoenix never felt more powerful than before... he had nothing to fear now.... he has learnt his mistakes and will be learning more... he awaits his the new challenges that lay before him... he'll face that will the burning passion..."
Muhd fooled you on 11/19/2003 10:36:00 PM.
Stars and Moon across the sky
it seems like a picture for the sightful eye
but isnt all this like a dream
its not really what it seems
Just like the clothes that cover your body
it hides most truth from the society
but its a truth that would one day be known
for a person's true colours will one day show
by then it'll be too late, you'll be ashamed
dont despair learn from it
"...and so the phoenix gazed upon the world in a way... he has risen from his ashes... all ready to start a new... his eyes now a burning blaze... he has become more knowledgeable from before... but memories of his past life still remained... his heart still a broken glass engulfed in hate..."
it seems like a picture for the sightful eye
but isnt all this like a dream
its not really what it seems
Just like the clothes that cover your body
it hides most truth from the society
but its a truth that would one day be known
for a person's true colours will one day show
by then it'll be too late, you'll be ashamed
dont despair learn from it
"...and so the phoenix gazed upon the world in a way... he has risen from his ashes... all ready to start a new... his eyes now a burning blaze... he has become more knowledgeable from before... but memories of his past life still remained... his heart still a broken glass engulfed in hate..."
Muhd fooled you on 11/19/2003 12:40:00 PM.
Never do something unkind to someone
cause what you do... you will get it in return someday....
its called retribution...
Never make tears fall from a person's eyes
that means that you're greatly hurt that person
put yourself in that person's shoes... how would you feel?
A wound on the outside will heal over time... but it takes a long time
what about a wound in the heart? its still a wound right?
that'll mean it'll take a very long time to heal cause its on the inside
Selfishness is what everyone has... And it is a sin
you hurt others with your actions and you expect to be forgiven
you might be but the scar will still remain
and the memories are engraved in the person's thoughts
when you've hurt someone
more than once
do you really think you can be forgiven?
Stop the lies
it will only continue on and on if you dont
and you'll hurt more people that way
The world is full of sin... yet few realises it
Sit down and reflect who've you've hurt and how you can make it up to them
cause you'll never know when you'll inhale your last breath
cause what you do... you will get it in return someday....
its called retribution...
Never make tears fall from a person's eyes
that means that you're greatly hurt that person
put yourself in that person's shoes... how would you feel?
A wound on the outside will heal over time... but it takes a long time
what about a wound in the heart? its still a wound right?
that'll mean it'll take a very long time to heal cause its on the inside
Selfishness is what everyone has... And it is a sin
you hurt others with your actions and you expect to be forgiven
you might be but the scar will still remain
and the memories are engraved in the person's thoughts
when you've hurt someone
more than once
do you really think you can be forgiven?
Stop the lies
it will only continue on and on if you dont
and you'll hurt more people that way
The world is full of sin... yet few realises it
Sit down and reflect who've you've hurt and how you can make it up to them
cause you'll never know when you'll inhale your last breath
Muhd fooled you on 11/19/2003 12:35:00 PM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Hey those of you viewing my blog for the very first time... take note of your mouse..... there's something cool about it... nyways... if you're happy about it tag k? nyways... do drop by often as my other webbie.... so take kare guyz and galz...
Muhd fooled you on 11/18/2003 09:58:00 PM.
I never was never will be.... Figure out where's this is from... Nyways... Everyone has 2 sides.... You've seen the Light side of be.... Experience the other side now.... This is the truth of me....
Muhd fooled you on 11/18/2003 05:52:00 PM.
